Khair o kafiyat....

Mat pucho mujhse k kaisa hun main...
Bas ek admari lash jaisa hun main...
Na jeene ki hai himmat...
Aur na aati hai maut ki zulmat...
Maut ki aas mein jeeta hun main...
Bas isi pyas mein har ghum peeta hun main...
Kabhi gumnaam toh kabhi badnaam hun main...
Ek ansuna, adhura paigam hun main..
Koi kahtey hai dewana hun main..
Bus ek ajeeb afsana hun main...
Koi kahey khuda ka farmaan hun main...
Une kya pata.. bas ek mayoos insaan hun main..
Zindagi se pareshan hun main...
Na pyar k aur na nafrat ka hasil hun main...
Bus bhul jane k kabil hun main..
Meri halat dekh tum pareshan na ho..
Chehre ko dekh hairaan na ho...
Karta hun main khudse shikayat...
Badalne tadapta hun main apni haqiqat..
Na kisi ki khwaish, na kisi ka armaan hun main...
Is jahan ka bus ek binbulaya mehmaan hun main..
Ek wahid khush khareedar e kafan hun main..
Khudki zillat mein dafan hun main...
Mat pucho mujhse k kaisa hun main...
Bas ek admari lash jaisa hun main..!!

- Syed Md. Asim (Farjad)

LIFE. :):

Bade ajeeb hotey hai yeh ashraful makhlukhat,
Har mod par ek naye chehre se mulakhat,
kabhi badkhaber toh kabhi tahniyath,
Har rang ki hoti hai sabki zehniyath,
Kisi ne khushi ko toh kisi ne ghum ko apna liya,
Har kisi ne apna apna nazariya batla diya,
Zindagi kisi k liye hai khak, chahe jaise tarash,
Toh koi zindagi ko batata hai maut ki talash,
Bade ajeeb hotey hai yeh ashraful makhlukhat,
Har mod par ek naye chehre se mulakhat..!!

Par zindagi toh hai bus ek khushnuma safar,
Inteha e khallis na koi milawat na kisi ka asar,
Na isme tabeeli ki koi bhi gunjayesh,
Phir bhi koshish jaari hai teh waqt e padyesh,
Na kar tu isko tarash,
Na kar kuch isme talash,
Har sans ka bus tu lutf utha,
Talwar, teer nahi tu apna sar utha,
Zindagi k har lamhe ka le maza,
Dekh phir us uperwale ki raza,
Dekh phir zindagi k panne palat,
Kabhi kuch sahi toh kabhi kuch galat,
Beparwah ghum, zindagi k khazane khol,
Dekh isme hai kitney ehsaas anmol,
Zindagi ek khel hai, kabhi jeet toh kabhi math,
In sab mein chupi hai us rab ki karamat,
Bus itna tu rakhle yaad,
Sirf uparwale se kar fariyad,
Phir na dekhega tu mudkar kabhi peeche,
Na hogi kabhi teri nigahein neeche,
Teri ek mannat,
Tujhe dikhayegi jannat,
Yeh teri hai zindagi,
Yeh teri hai bandagi,
Sonchle.. Samajh le...
Karega tu khud par ehsaan ..
Ya ban kar reh jayega bus duniya ka ek bin bulaya mehmaan..!!

- Syed Mohammed Asim (Farjad)

Teri Ankhon mein.......(A sad song written by me on my frnds behalf.. :) )

Teri Ankhon mein kho gaya main is kadar,
Jhoomne lagi meri har dagar,
Teri baaton mein hai yeh kaisi kashish,
Na dekh saku tujhe kisi aur k sath, karu main kitni koshish,
Tujhpar mera main haq lu,
Warna abhi yeh zeher chak lu,
Kehne mein yeh bhale hi lage ajeeb,
Par tujhse e jaan e jaan hua hun main itna kareeb,
Tujhe kisi aur k sath abhi sonchna tak hai mushkil,
Tere bina abh jeena haI mushkil,
Tu kisi aur ki hoke,
Mere aansuon k daag dho k,
Meri kashti ka kinara na cheen,
Meri zindagi ka sahara na cheen,
Teri abh mujhe samajh ho gayi hai aadat,
Tere sang marjaon toh samajh hogayi shahadat,
Sun le e bekhabar,
Jhoom utha hai woh arsh ka abar,
Tu jo kisi aur ki hojayegi,
Meri sasns mujhse rooth jayegi,
Mujhpe e zalim rahem kar,
Sachai mein nahi toh kam se kam wahem kar,
Na ja tu mujhse kabhi dur,
Karke meri saanso ko majbur,
Chahe kitni gehri ho teri aas,
Na mit payegi kabhi yeh meri pyas,
Mar kar bhi meri lash,
Tere aks ko karegi talash..!!

- Syed Md. Asim (Farjad)

PS: I know this one's really cheesy .... :P

An Apology for love...

I NEVER KNEW THT U'D GO AWAY SO FAR WEN I THOUGHT U WERE SO CLOSE TO ME...
I NEVER THOUGHT MY FEELIGS WLD BE THE REASON FOR LEAVING ME...
U MYT BE THINKING THT IT DIDN'T HURT ME..
U MYT HAVE OLREADY FORGOTTEN ME...
U MAYBE THINKING THT I DIDN'T ACTUALLY LOVE U..
BEING UNAWARE OF HOW MUCH M OBSESSED WID U...
IF THT WAS TRUE ..MY FEELINGS WLDNT BE BURNING...
MY HEART WLDNT BE MOANING....
I WLDNT BE CRYING RYT NOW...
I JUST CNT STOP..I DUNNO HOW...
ASK URSELF DSNT IT HURT U HONEY..
WEN U SEE ME IN AGONY..??
I THOT WE WERE LIKE ETERNALLY...
BUT U HIT ME RYT HERE.. INTERNALLY
U WERE THE ONE WITH WHOM I USED TO SHARE MY DAYS AND NYTS...
U KNEW EVERY MINUTE DETAIL OF MY LYF..THOSE MOMENTS OF FUN AND FYTS...
U WERE MY PERSONAL DIARY WID OL MY SECRETS REVEALED...
BUT NOW ITZ BURNT ...NEVER TO BE HEALED...
AND NOW U'VE LEFT ME ALONE....U DESERTED ME TDAY...
U BETRAYED ME.. U LEFT MY SOUL ASTRAY...
MAYBE IT WAS MY FAULT DEAR...
BRINGING U TO MY HEART SO NEAR..
M SORRY GIRL..THT I HURTED U....
SORRY FOR MISUNDERSTANDING U...
M SORRY THT I LOVED U..!!


P.S: THERE LOTTA THINGS U SHLD NEVER SAY WHICH CAN RUIN UR FRNDSHIP...
I LOVE U ...IS THE WORST..!!

THIS IS NOT A POEM.....

Yes..!! u've read it right..
don't fidget with ur sight...
yes u've read it right....

This is not a poetry...
But indeed a MYSTERY...

There are not words that are used here....
but my unstoppable tears....

This is not a song or Rhyme....
It's my heart screaming from time to time...

Yes..!! time to time, minute by minute, day by day...
you kept going away, leaving me alone to stray...

We used to love each other...
We used to yearn to be together...
Until u forgot and found some other....

You said u loved me...
in the crowd of elites... ur eyes would search me....

We used to go on long walks....
hearing nthin but...silent talks...

Then one day u left...
Taking my heart in theft.....

You took me for granted..
while in my dreams ur still haunted...

dunno how u dissaapeared frm my life...
piercing my heart with a knife...

Then one day u came...
Laughing at me, criticising my name....
I knew u were no more the same...

You said u have never loved me...
As a amusement u had just used me...

But how could a face so beautiful...
have a heart so brittle...

You'r eyes were the only stars i've ever seen..
But now they were givin me a look ..sooo mean..!!

You left me alone to scream...
I still believe it's just a bad dream...!!

But u came and said it's reality..
Hurting my soul with brutality...

I shawed u the ring...
u threw it like a useless thing....
and siad... This is not a ring..!!

I showed u the letters...
u flew them like feathers...
and said these r not letters..

You were the only idol i ever worshiped....
But u said there never was a relationship...

You made me realise...
Tht the world will never be nice....

dying for someone...
doesn't mean it's love...

the same way this is not a poetry...
But indeed a mystery..!!

THE SILENT CONVERSATION.....

HAVE YOU EVER BEEN TO THE TALLEST STRUCTURE IN YOUR TOWN..?
IF YES... HOW DOES IT FEEL TO LOOK DOWN?
WHY GO UP FROM BELOW, JUST TO LOOK BACK DOWN..??
WHY NOT GO PIERCE YOUR EYES IN THE MOON AND SEE IF IT FROWNS...?
HAVE YOU EVER TRIED NOT LOOKING DOWN BUT UP..
AND ASKING THE MOON OUT THERE ....WASSUP??!!
WHY NOT TRY TO SPEAK WITH THE MOON AND FLIRT WITH THE STARS..??
WANDER YOUR EYES AND SAY YOUR SEARCHING FOR MARS...!!
CLOSE YOUR EYES AND LISTEN TO THE SILENCE SO CLEAR..
NO HORNS, NO LECTURES NOT EVEN A CHEER....!!
LET YOUR EARS ENJOY THE SILENT MUSIC OF THE AIR..
LISTEN AS IF YOU JUST DON'T CARE...!!
IMAGINE YOU'R IN A LIVE PERFORMANCE...
ALL YOU NEED IS OBSERVANCE.....
YOU CAN HEAR THE HUMMING OF THE CLOUD....
IN SILENCE....YET SO LOUD...!!
YOU CAN SEE THE SKY DRESSED IN IT'S BEST...
DECKED WITH CHIMING STARS ...AS IF IN A FEST..!!
HAVE YOU EVER FELT THE POWER OF SILENCE IN YOU...??
HAVE YOU EVER SEEN THE SUN TICKING THE MORNING DEW??
HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT YOUR EYES SPEAK MORE THAN YOUR TONGUE...??
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN TRYING TO HEAR THE SONG ...NEVER SUNG..??
HAVE YOU EVER TRIED STUDYING SOMEONE'S LOOKS...??
IT CAN TELL YOU A LOT MORE THAN YOUR BOOKS...!!
HAVE YOU EVER SPOKEN TO SOMEONE WITH YOUR EYES...??
AS YOU MIGHT KNOW...YOUR EYE NEVER LIES....!!
THIS WORLD IS A LOVELY PLACE....
THERE'S A STORY BEHIND EVERY FACE.....
EVERYTHING HERE TELLS A STORY...
SOME OF INSULT .....SOME OF GLORY...
SOMETIMES IT IS THE SILENCE THAT SCREAMS....
IN REALITY AND IN YOUR DREAMS....
SO , FROM NOW ON TRY TO DO SOMETHING...
WHICH IS COMPLETELY DIFFERENT FROM EVERYTHING...
CLOSE YOUR EYES AND LISTEN TO YOUR HEART ....C'MON LISTEN UP.!!
THERE'S A LOT IT WANTS TO SAY IN THOSE "LUB - DUBS"..!!
GO ON ...LET YOUR EYES DO THE TALK....
IN THE GARDEN OF DREAMS ...GO FOR A WALK...
FREE YOUR HEART ...FREE YOUR SOUL....BREAK THE RULES ...BREAK THE LINE...
ASK THE SUN WHY DOES IT SHINE....ASK THE MOON WHY AREN'T YOU MINE..??
GO AND TICKLE YOUR IMAGINATION....
AND START "THE SILENT CONVERSATION..!!"

- SYED MD. ASIM (FARJAD)

My Letter To GOD....

Am I an ugly toad...??
IS mine the forbidden road...??
Is my face a devil's make...??
Or am I one of your mistakes...??!!
You gave those people crowns of happiness...
And for me just frowns of loneliness...
Every soul has a soulmate...
But maybe bein lonely is in my fate..
Love is'nt the thing for me..
I can never transform "I" to "WE"..
But GOD i won't complain about the shame and hate...
Coz I know this is in my fate...
Oh! GOD .. I thank you for keeping me alone...
I thank you for making me unknown...
I thank you for my cursed fate...
And for that dishonor , betrayel and hate....!!!
- Syed Md. Asim(Farjad)